here is the newest entry where i will talk about my thoughts and feelings. its a new start for my new life and i welcome u guys in it. if u dont want to be in it,then simply ignore my phrases, my vows, my praise.

im here thinking about how someone can react toward things that u think its right while ur parents are less acurate to what u belive in and what u are saying. i always said that too follow ur heart is the best thing anyone can do but following it makes u become blind. following ur heart wont even let u cross the street for a certain reasons. a heart can only followed if ur mind is set to be. the "romantics" followed their hearts but for that, they gave up their life to nature and poetry. they left their life behind. what they did was fine to them but it doesnt mean that it is a correct matter. for instance, following your heart means avoiding truth and public disturbance. its only u foloowing your goal but what kind of a world will that make it too. a world is ran by people. people with other people. thats why there is a government. to try to serve people. of course they make mistakes and take advantage of us but without that, we will all be dead. invisible liberty and independence is only in our minds. it cannot be done. to deal with a world like this ur either ignorant or a fool. an ignorant is someone that avoids the truth and avoids the pain. only focuses on them. a fool is us. we are people that let ourselves take advantage of. its such a way of life. its been a cycle for centuries. now, what we think may not be what we think. what we think are things that we have been raised with. we were born to think with rules and no independence. religion takes a huge part of this process. always we were taught not to steal, not to lie, not to kill. but if we werent taught that when we were kids, would we steal, lie and kill? why has our society been draumatized with the mistakes that they do or someone else does. why is our head so much into that? its crap. we shouldnt be thinking about that, we should be thing about efforts and try to make ourselves intellingent. i truly belive knowledge is power. without words were nothing. so many questions, so many answers. i am going to try to figure all these things for i have been wanting to know. it is so common for the world to ask questions but so rare for someone to really take the time to find the answers.